Completly heartbroken & devasted!

I haven't posted in almost two weeks, and not because I don't have anything to post about but because I don't feel up to it at the moment. I have to take a blog break. I am dealing with the fact that one of my cats, Nikkisum is dying. She is in the final stages of kidney failure. I took her to the vet yesterday because she hasn't been eating and has lost an immense amount of weight. They did a complete blood analysis and I was told the devastating news. I have been in steady tears ever since and my heart is breaking. I can't bear the thought of losing her. To me it is like losing a child. She is such a sweet, gentle and docile cat, always there by my side. So, that is all I have to write for now. Catch you at a later time when I am feeling better.