A sad update on Nikkisum!

Hello! I'm back but I'm still quite sad and I feel an emotional void and hole in my heart. I had to have my beloved Nikkisum put to sleep this past Wednesday. It was the most difficult decision in my life and the saddess day I have ever lived. Nikkisum only weighed 5.8 pounds, wasn't eating and could hardly walk. I tried everything to help her get well but the kidneys just gave out. She was the most selfless cat and always by my side. I could feel comfort whenever I held her and I miss that feeling terribly. I wish I could have her back. I love her so very much. Below is her photo.

Completly heartbroken & devasted!

I haven't posted in almost two weeks, and not because I don't have anything to post about but because I don't feel up to it at the moment. I have to take a blog break. I am dealing with the fact that one of my cats, Nikkisum is dying. She is in the final stages of kidney failure. I took her to the vet yesterday because she hasn't been eating and has lost an immense amount of weight. They did a complete blood analysis and I was told the devastating news. I have been in steady tears ever since and my heart is breaking. I can't bear the thought of losing her. To me it is like losing a child. She is such a sweet, gentle and docile cat, always there by my side. So, that is all I have to write for now. Catch you at a later time when I am feeling better.